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Sometimes I kinda havin' thought like: isn't it better if I don't have any feelings? stone cold.. that way I wouldn't be easily hurt by others.. *sigh*
Sometimes love hurts so much that I'd swear I will never fall in love again, but still it naturally comes and knock me down..
Sometimes when I tried so hard to get rid of those wonderful feeling, it actually became stronger and making me feels so good that I would smile even when I'm all alone..
Sometimes I wish I wouldn't have to remember everything in the past because it makes me think 'did I ever existed back then?' and still thinking 'why am I left out like I NEVER been in their life, went to the same school for 5 years and being in the same class for more than a year?' those thoughts are killing me like everytime I saw their gathering photos.
Oh, how I wish I was invicible and nobody ever knows about my existance. It is better than knowing them for years and then left out like this. Really. It is damn ANNOYING you guys!
Sometimes I wish I wouldn't have to remember everything in the past because it makes me think 'did I ever existed back then?' and still thinking 'why am I left out like I NEVER been in their life, went to the same school for 5 years and being in the same class for more than a year?' those thoughts are killing me like everytime I saw their gathering photos.
Oh, how I wish I was invicible and nobody ever knows about my existance. It is better than knowing them for years and then left out like this. Really. It is damn ANNOYING you guys!
go stranger..
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